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  • i’m sorry brian

    “Soul Food” Lyrics

    June 24, 2009

    (He said he loved her.
    We were friends then
    Sharing secrets with each other
    <a href="http://jonwattsmusic.com/track/soul-food">Soul Food by Jon Watts &#8211; Quaker Spoken Word Poet</a>
    like the fact that he loved her
    and I held that secret tight light it was mine, right
    but in the limelight I can see my timeline)

    See but now I’m looking for my value in my breath
    I’m impressed
    and I’ll breath this love until my final breath is
    all that’s left

    I’ve got two huge lungs
    and no plans,
    strong hands
    and I can finally say
    that I’m proud to be a man

    and I’ll stand for criticism
    but then I’ll stand up
    I’m not a living victim
    I’m a talented musician

    and a loving and a thoughtful friend
    In the end
    I’ll deserve every word of praise
    that my mother gave me

    When I say ‘peace’ I mean it,
    when I love you can believe it
    When I show you I’m a human being,
    everyone can see it

    Look at me
    I’m a loving human being
    I’m so free
    and so are you
    (solitude)

    I can look inside
    and fall in love with what I’m seeing
    When I love me
    then I’ll love you too

    It’s Soul Food

    So the confession I have
    is that I’m beautiful.
    And it’s my duty to know it
    so I haven’t been too dutiful.

    I’ve realized now
    my innate value
    is important
    and expressing it is suitable.

    I didn’t do anything to you.
    It was me that I love, hate or I release
    (go in peace)

    So I encouraged it,
    this other people loving me.
    The other option looks like self-defeat
    (go in peace)

    In a way I would say that I did the right thing.
    I tried to tell you that I liked her,
    we were having a fling.

    I’ll let me love hover above
    this meddlesome thing
    that has it’s place and dying grace in devil’s kingdoms.

    It was a miscommunication
    and two egos that collided.
    For the part I played,
    I gave apology.

    I saw that you loved her.
    I loved her too.

    No more self-deprecating ideologies.

    Lyrics to “I’m Sorry Brian”

    April 21, 2007

    He said he loved her
    We were friends then
    sharing secrets with each other
    <a href="http://jonwattsmusic.com/track/im-sorry-brian">I&#8217;m Sorry Brian by Jon Watts &#8211; Quaker Spoken Word Poet</a>
    like the fact that he loved her
    and I held that secret tight like it was mine
    But in the limelight, I can see my timeline

    I was looking for my value in
    the things I had accomplished
    like the women that I wanted
    and the ones that had fallen for me
    You know the story

    Now I know it wasn’t worth it
    I was working in earnest
    I mean, I didn’t even deserve it
    this fact I wasn’t worthless
    But I just didn’t have the courage to say
    “fine, Brian. She’s yours.”
    Or even “Hey Brian, I think she’s mine.”
    And so I led you to believe
    I was a friend and not a thief
    whose intention was to steal
    and then to observe you spin your wheels
    I’m like sorry

    I’m sorry Brian
    I don’t have an excuse
    If I had an excuse it’d be used
    I’m a little brother with a used excuse
    and a follower who followed the abuse
    I adjusted to environments
    one shouldn’t adjust to
    The environment, myself stand accused
    But that shouldn’t make you sorry
    because I’m the one who’s sorry
    as I look to the past and I conclude
    I’m sorry Brian

    So the confession I have is
    I was better than you
    Or that’s how I thought and acted at the time
    But I’ve realized since your innate value
    I’m not afraid of all the ways it threatens mine

    I tried to do to you what others did to me
    My only measured worth was watching others’ envy
    So I encouraged it
    this anger and the jealousy
    and all the while behavior remained friendly

    And in a way
    I would say that you were better than me
    I mean the ways that you forgave
    when you were settling things
    I let my fear persevere
    You watched my meddling bring
    us to that place and then you faced me with your love

    It was manipulative. It was subversive.
    It was destructive and I’m here to say I’m sorry
    I saw that you loved me.
    I abused your trust
    and I want to say again to you I’m sorry
    I’m sorry Brian

    I’m sorry Brian
    I don’t have an excuse
    If I had an excuse it’d be used
    I’m a little brother with a used excuse
    and a follower who followed the abuse
    I adjusted to environments
    one shouldn’t adjust to
    The environment, myself stand accused
    But that shouldn’t make you sorry
    because I’m the one who’s sorry
    as I look to the past and I conclude
    I’m sorry Brian